To Everything There Is a Season
I love fall, at least I loved it in the States. This is my 4th fall here and I become melancholic each year. One year I begged for my sisters to send me pictures of leaves and mountains. I received pictures and more. Bless my sister Katie, she even sent me a box of leaves gathered from her yard and mailed across the ocean. I cried when I opened the box and inhaled the scent of leaves and dirt. I kept them and used them again the following year. I still have them, but they are not displayable, except perhaps for potpourri. It seems that here I have become more aware of the seasons and what I like and dislike about them because they are generally very different in this desert.
I
so miss the changing of the seasons from hot summer into cool fall.
Each autumn as the breezes picked up a slight chill a wave of nostalgia
would hit me signaling a change in my life. It meant the starting of
a new school year and new adventures to come either as I went to school
or later as I sent the kids to school. It meant the last trip to Bear
Lake for the season, and the oncoming canning season at Mom’s and Dad’s
and the harvest of the garden. (I never succeeded in canning on my
own.)
However, our last trip to Bear Lake now usually means it is
almost time for us to leave the States and head back to Saudi, where it
is still hot and humid. While you in the States are donning your
jackets for cooler weather, we are finally grateful for cooler weather
here so we can leave our houses and enjoy the outside, un-air
conditioned air.
Fall
still means heading back to school, Joseph in 5th grade at the
elementary, Josh in 11th at the high school off camp, and this year my
baby Jordan entered kindergarten. Last year, I remember visiting Jordan’s
preschool where the teacher was reading them a story about visiting
“the farm” in the fall. The story could have been about my parents’
home. The lump in my throat grew as they talked of picking apples from
the trees, choosing pumpkins for jack-o-lanterns and harvesting other
crops in the garden. I had to squelch it down rather than try to
explain why I was crying about a picture book of Mr. Jones’ farm. I
longed to see the leaves, choose a pumpkin for carving, and taste the
fresh apple juice from home grown apples.
As
I left her class, I was feeling rather sorry for myself. Or at least I
tried for a few moments to justify my oncoming depression. But the
Lord is kind and opened my eyes and heart. I felt the sun shining on
me, a gentle breeze blowing and beautiful scenes before me I hadn’t
appreciated before. Yes, the seasons are very different here. And yes,
I miss the sights and smells of autumn. But as I try to appreciate
where I am and what I have here, I am blessed with a sense of
gratitude. Both places are good and I feel
appreciative to have experienced them both. That said, if anyone sees
any silk autumn leaves, gather some up for me, will you? Here are a
few pictures of how we are experiencing the fall season this year.
This is taken from inside the grade school. Someone drew this jack-o-lantern in the humidity on the glass door. |